Jauh Mimpiku

Pernah kusimpan jauh rasa ini berdua jalani cerita, kau ciptakan mimpiku jujurku hanya sesalkan diriku. Kau tinggalkan mimpiku dan itu hanya sesalkan diriku, ku harus lepaskanmu melupakan senyum mu. Semua tentangmu, tentangku hanya harap jauh, ku jauh, mimpiku dengan inginku. 

Something

So many times, from a few days i can forget you and never thinking about you, could fill my days became more cheerful, though not as beautiful as what i get from you
If i can describing you, like this is you :
1. small (i like it)
2. is adult
3. loving
4. sport lover
5. bad (according to the people but not in my opinion)
6. something i can't describe about you

I never got strong feelings with another boys, until i found you and and have you.. You always inside my head, and makes me always remember our memories in the second floor of our school, for the first time you hug me and touch my hair.. Prefer you like that :')

But as time goes by, a friend of you up to me and say "_ _ _ had told me about _ _ _ need your help to make _ _ _" i just smile :) My suspicion is that he needs me to come to me, not what but i feel he still needs me it look the way he looks at me..

I want to tell you about him, confused as to what else... so many stories are difficult to i show!! hihi

Hear It!

Everyone tell me that you're lucky to have me
And their say i have you lost
But never once i think you like that
My heart always reminded me that i love you never saw how things were you

I'd tell everybody how biggest i loving you
You know i ever tell you that "i love love love you very same"
But you never heard
Someone told me that you feel inferior dealing with me

What not enough for you?
Everytime i see your face all lives knew how i want you
I never heard all people say about you
I never never never and never

I love you if you were a black jacket
with text in behind you "REAL MADRID"
It's my favorite football club
And you look so cool with it

One message from me for you,
"Until now, today, this time i still loving you, not been reduced, i always miss and thinking about you everytime"
:')

Tired To Wait

Standing alone and remember all was ever we make
Can't go back and rewind what we do
In April, 4th i laying in my bed and cried about you
May you feel the same with what i feel and tears with our cheeks

In a window i see the light of moon
I see your name in there
And i see too your face
Remember how often i ask you again

But just one answer from you "no"
All people would say "ouch"
Why you don't listen what people expect of us?
Hurting what i feel is so big, can't curing with easy


In front of your room i see your smile
Usual smile you gave me
I miss it, i can crying in that time
But i holding, don't want you to see how weak i am

I realize, swore, you was known how weak i am
One night you said "maybe later, i'll be back for you"
I waiting, but now i tired to waited
Who knows when you're going to do it

Just one word
"i'll always beside you, with myself and with my love" 

Was still there...

In a few days i can stop thinking about you... i can happier again without you by my side, i can smiling without pretenders in my heart... Because when i do that, i know, i swear and i believe you and me can't be together again, can't make a relationship more like the first.. i know and was already aware of it.
Up to your bestfriend come to me (send me a text) and tell me that you'd many problem, i don't know why i had cried  to hear that, i send you a text and what? what i got you by my text?? You're not care, you reply my text with brief! it hurts me you know... Him bestfriend instructions me to entertain you, yes i do, but it all failed. i had hard cried last night, can't stop thinking about you, how skinny you are now, how difference you are now... i still care with you, and i realize that's where you was still there...in my heart...

You're bestfriend was suggest me to say about what i feel to you, but i ignore! Because i don't want to involved with you again, i think it's all enough! I had a boyfriend (not lover) we're close with him... I and my bestfriends like usually call him name with Banana (pisang) hihi i love to look at him face... :)

And finally i think, i decided to leaving him and trying to continue with "pisang" and i hope it's the good way..
I'm sorry for it's way hon! :') But i scared if suddenly my love for you will come again and ruin everything...
GOD PLEASE, I CAN'T BE STRONG TO FINISHED WHAT HE STARTED, I CAN'T STANDING ALONE TO THIS PROBLEM! :'(

One And Not Same

Why i call it with ONE AND NOT SAME, because i think we're the one but not same... we have different attitude, different habbit, different anything but we can be the one! I love them like their are my family.  

We always together and we can compact although there's people thinking negative about us... But now it's different..

And finally, one of us had a boyfriend and forgetting all memories that we make. She's so obedient with her boy, and all from us doesn't like her boy, because in our eyes he's no good for our best friend... but she's doesn't ever listen what we say, she always obedient, obedient and obedient with her boy! They did wrong in the eyes of our! She's so different!! But i still love her, she's one of other my best friend...  

OH GOD PLEASE LET SHE KNOW WHAT HER DOING IS WRONG, I LOVE HER LIKE MY SISTER, AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HER! 

The Story Of Us

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us, how we met and the sparks flew intantly...
People would say they're the lucky ones...
I used to know my place was the spot next to you, now i'm searching the room for an empty seat
cause lately i don't even know what page you're on...
Simple complication misscommunications lead to a fall out
So many thing that i wish you knew so many walls up i can't break through

Now i'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking
And i'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me and i don't know what you say since a twist of fate
When it all break down, and the story of us looks a lot like tragedy now!